"Rory gave me the tools and modalities to heal"

My name is Laura and I am a consultant and lacrosse coach. Before working with Rory and Feel Heal Reveal (FHR), I was struggling a lot with my internal self. I didn't know how to voice my own concerns, I had a lot of suppressed trauma, shame, and guilt that affected me spiritually and physically. I felt stuck, small, and out of control. I chose to invest in Rory because we had some childhood stuff in common (playing lacrosse and being an athlete as well as growing up around a lot of masculine energy). 

I knew I wanted to connect my health (my physical body and mindset) to my spirituality in a way that gave me freedom and understanding of my whole self. I was very nervous about affording the program and whether or not it would actually work. Spoiler: it worked because I did. Rory gave me the tools and the modalities to heal, but that only happened because I put in the work. Rory empowered me and created a container for my healing which enabled me to first become aware of stories I was telling myself (hello imposter syndrome and self sabotage!) and then we figured out why that was happening. I began to understand how my childhood trauma shaped my perspective on life. With this awareness came what felt like newly found freedom and agency. 

A massive release. Like shedding a skin, I would cry sometimes because it felt like a loss, but I would remember I'm newly tender. And raw. I had to create new habits in the same way I would callous my hands on my lacrosse stick or weights at the gym. Then after my awareness shifted came the hard part of integrating what I had learned and how I wanted to show up for myself. It took a lot for me to let go of expecting this to happen overnight, but I surrendered to my feminine and allowed myself to be present with these energies and emotions. A lot has changed and a lot is still going to change! However, now I feel in alignment - before you get skeptical - you know that feeling you get when you agree to something you know you can't do? Or when you say yes to plans that make you want to rip your hair out? That sinking feeling in your stomach... the smile on your face but the frustration in your heart? That feeling is what I constantly felt. Now when I make decisions I choose myself. I can feel my entire body reverberating as one energy. My whole body - stomach, chest, heart, and throat - all on the same page. That feeling to me is priceless. If you want to enroll in FHR, what are you scared of? Write down your fears and figure out which ones are truly an obstacle and don't forget to choose YOURSELF.